Making sense

 From the inside to the outside, around, around, again we go. Following the solar circle code. 

In the emptiness that is this moment, so much and so little seem to have changed. More of my heart has emerged, amid skies of many colors. Desire and possibility mingle with expectation and frustration as the moon tides of my soul wax and wane. The many points of my orientation attempt to speak with one voice and often fall flat. While the One remains abundant and untouched arisen in it's own field. I dance like a sparrow caught in a storm. What a time to go hunting. The lightening illuminates my skull as it flashes in the darkness. The power of the moment threatens to split me apart. Yet I remain crumbled together as I am. A stone giant looking for the furnace of restoration. May I exit a man? 
The disk revolves in a great heavenly expanse. Light being born in Light.  Here I am, waiting for the light to coalesce into a being that I may inhabit. Looking out with half formed eyes from within the manufacturing plant which is God's mind. Breathing into the progress of mind and intellect which is the formation of my being. What shall be created here? Not according to my will, but another's. Only mine when it is a worthy enough reflection of His great intelligence. Sufficient enough to momentarily direct the course that illumination takes. Fragmented like the Hawaiian islands, rooted in solid Earth, hidden by an ocean of the unknown. Am I an island, or a pinnacle of Earth? Waves of light passing before my eyes, changing the World. Currents of light, a dance of deepening expanding consciousness. Changing reality in Midnight Whispers which call upon the powers of the shaping winds. Doth any stone resist the flowing waters? Where doth it stand? Robed by the flowing waters, shaped by starlight, containing the consuming fire, the red jewels of a red eyed beast lighting up the breast of a man. Encircled by winged serpents whose scales emit a golden light. Whose voice is thunder and whose movement is a lightening strike cracking the stone of the Earth. I am Merlin, says he. Merlin is who I am. I am Thunder and Lightening, Heavy rain and Black Cloud. I am thick rock and deep Earth. I am rocks and caverns and glittering caves that hold the starlight of the heavens. Above all I am all of this. I stretch from horizon to horizon. I am the boundless universe. I am boundless Being. I am transcendent and all that is. No where will you find me not. I am all things. I am supremely intelligent. I am a sparrow darting through the storm, Lightning reaching the Earth. Thunder in the clouds. The groaning Earth and crumbling stone. Mountain and Valley. I am the craftiness in all things. I am awake. I am Sky, Soul, and Being. I am untamed and unformed. The Great Unknown the is the terror of Night and Darkness. In this Darkness will you find the Great Serpent coiled around the Red Stone, The Crystal Gem of Mastery. The Dragon's Stone, Dragon's Fire, Dragon's Breath. I am the Great Serpent. I am the Black Eagle towering high in the skies of Lightning Darkness. Unchallenged and unparalleled.