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 The soul builds its power alternating between the poles of strength and mercy. Through deep feeling it sifts through the content of its own depths to generate its vision for self realization. By this self-actualizing power it eventually merges with the Divine becoming One with all the Universe. In doing so it releases all of its stored power, manifesting all of its inner nature. The inner power of a seed contains the whole of an ancient tree with roots buried deep in the Earth and its branches extending far out into the Sky. 

This potential within us, within our soul, when actualized, when drawn out and meshed together through the masterful alchemy of yogic circle-seeking activity, perfects our will and our being so that we succeed in our life's path: our destiny. This inner power of latent soul-awareness contains all that we need to succeed. Misguided, seeking power elsewhere, we undoubtedly fail, time and again. The spring of Eternal Life flows within us, within all things, and presents itself to us when we learn how to look within. 

Our spirit seeks the deepest Harmony with all existence, with Nature from its Heavenly heights, to its Earthly roots. The same nature flows within what we call Evil and what we call Good. To find the deepest Peace, the spiritual energies within our inner soul reservoirs must flow out completely, released from the prison of false dichotomies in the human mind. The soul needs to escape from both animalistic hedonism and divorced spiritual puritanism in a natural expression that brings both the Heavens and the Terranic together. The soul easily navigates this new Spiritualized Earth or Grounded Sky finding the same common nature among all things, a nature neither good nor evil, but soulful and true. Until the mind overcomes its search for Good and its exile of Evil, the soul shall remain in the bondage of that mind. A soul must go beyond a world of ideas to fully spread its wings and live. 

The soul lives in a spiritual or spiritualized Universe. Not a Universe divorced from the horror of Darkness, but one that belongs to the horror and the beauty of both Light and Dark. It saddens me how far away this truth lies from our thoroughly lost and distracted society. Yes, we have discovered much, in both mind and feeling, while we actively experience little of this land beyond the dry crust of conceptual thinking and living. In many ways, as we move forward into more liberated thinking and more advanced technology we lose the activated potency of the subtle psychic and higher spiritual dimensions of existence. As we collectively merge in a single planetary society much of our attention shifts towards the material and material mindedness. While no general use of the soul in the recent past (last several thousand years) led to the widespread liberation of many people, it seems like today our society is much more spiritually and psychically dead. The feelings informing these generalizations are so difficult to pin down and accurately describe that I hesitate to write anything about them. It seems that generally our range of experience now only includes a deadened flatland of the conceptual mind. Whereas in the past we knew less, and less about what we knew. we perhaps felt more, or felt more fully because our minds had not yet suffocated our spirit with so many dead ideas. 

Today in many ways we feel much more and much more deeply than past generations, but might find ourselves crippled (and our society) by the psychic weight of a common reality divorced from both body and soul, entombed in the gray and endless shithole thinking of the conceptual mind.

Our personality dies in this miasma of anxiety and speculation. Yet it surrounds us, as does rampant materialism. In our minds, our feelings, our homes, our neighborhoods, our relationships, our society, and our civilization this psychic weight oppresses us. I realize now, much of this deadened tissue comes from upward paralysis: the inability of our species to grow up and shed the conventions of the last age. So much creativity remains stifled. The thought we need to rebuild sits grounded by the active powers of that which no longer serves us. Interestingly if we call this general growth of human civilization a biological occurrence, we currently exist in a typical state of decay quite common to a natural cycle of life. Decay follows activity and regeneration or metamorphosis follows decay or paralysis/dormancy. In this frame, we now experience a beautiful stage of decay between two different points of activity. The exhaustion of one and the simultaneous blossoming of the dormant potential of another. From the outside it looks hideous, from within, marvelous. 

The psychic death our civilization currently experiences opens many doors to new vistas, though largely leaves the conceptual mind in tact for most of society. It revitalizes this and grounds it as our society begins to blossom again. I hear the soul calling us to move even further ahead over the course of the next thousand years as more and more minds reach the gate of death between two worlds. Yet, part of this great death now involves a minority evolving past this lonely door, out of the realm of man, into the realm of Spirit. We listen at the gate and today set stones for the foundations of cities of the future. 

Our Crystal Tribes evolving outside of the general trend of our civilization in pockets of Divine Sunlight that knit together the deeps wounds of our collective psyche. 

Soulll

 The soul animates the Universe. It flows into all things giving them life. Standing behind the form, silently flowing into it. Most feel it much more than they understand it. Seeing it as mine, belonging to the ego, rather than simply soul. While soul individualizes in the manifest world, it all remains the same soul substance or form. Many unique individuals, but the same soul essence flowing through them, all being different reflections of the same spiritual light. 

When the conditioned mind falls away it reveals the life of the soul. It flows like a constant inhale into all life and a constant exhale from its hidden wellspring. It appears to contain both lifeforce and sentient feeling or awareness. These appear to me now as one indivisible form: the flowing waters of the soul. It seems that we experience the soul as feeling and as willpower.

 This makes the soul the creative force of life. Behind all apparent dictation of individual will, the feeling of soul informs all active creation. It flows according to a Universal Pattern, or cosmic structure and a Universal Law: karma. It operates within this pattern and law perfectly, for all Creation falls within it. When I look for a difference between this depiction of soul and the Word, Amen/Om I find none. The Word at least creates as much as this soul force I describe. 

As the soul flows into creation it endlessly feels. As it flows and feels, it lives. As a single entity it remains unconcerned with anything that transpires. It simply wishes to continue to flow, to continue to live and feel as a whole. 

Reaching out into the Ether

 The soul makes its way by reaching out further and further and reaching within itself deeper and deeper. It reaches out and into the ether to manifest the conditions it needs to grow. The weight of its own luminosity compels the ether to obey its will. The soul wishes to expand, to fully manifest its own infinite potential. With its ability to compound energy, the rate that it expands accelerates with the passing of time. 

The soul reaches for God, Eternal Life. It senses that it came from God and wishes to return to that Source. It senses that God contains the answer to all its problems. Above all it wishes to re-unite itself with the Source of its own being, fully merging back into Divinity. The soul also reaching out through the ether to God by the power of its true love and desire for God gains the succor of God that in like reaches back to the soul. 

The soul discovers the Divine through reaching deeper within itself and out into the ether as it seeks to expand its own nature. Eventually it recognizes clearly that its own infinite potential comes from the living manifestation of it: God. So its goal transforms from simply accelerating endlessly to returning to its Source. 

It sees that while it may utilize its great powers to fulfill its own wishes, these may distract it from its greater and greatest purpose of reaching and uniting with God. It senses that intuiting and following This will brings about that end. Intuitively following God's will and sincerely and lovingly reaching out to God accomplish the same task. Loving God wholeheartedly naturally and spontaneously brings us into harmony with His will. To follow Him we must naturally and spontaneously turn our heart to Him. In doing so we make God the object of our will. Continuing in such wisdom the object of our will manifests into our life. 

The soul needs to reach out into the ether and within itself to grow and operate in the Universe. When it makes God the secret desire behind all of its activity it optimizes its ability to succeed and moves most quickly towards its deepest desire: Unity with this loving God. 

Leaving body-mind behind

 Consciousness for most people participates wholly in the shared conceptual narrative of the body-mind experience. From a young age humans learn this conceptual narrative that defines human experience and comes to limit it extensively. Through this structure consciousness evolves and the narrative deepens and widens with increasing complexity and breadth. Yet it remains tied to conceptual imagery, a fragmented understanding with hard limitations. It also remains tied to the dominant experience of the self being an individual body-mind.

This individual believes in this narrative wholly. They fail to see that this identity comes from incomplete powers of processing and understanding. This creates an incomplete picture of the self. The fact that the self image continually evolves and continually contains deep ignorance and uncertainty remains almost entirely overlooked. So deeply imbedded in the mind, so central to all experience, the body-mind self concept at its core never receives conscious examination. Not at least until this concept begins to fracture. 

We fear the death of this body-mind concept, not the actual passing of the indwelling soul from the physical body. We fear the darkness of the terrain enfolding this concept rather than the actual terrain that the superconscious soul inhabits. The soul and its environment remain invisible to us because we fear to leave the habitation of our own mind. We fear to leave the comfort of the illusory security of our conceptually produced body-mind self image, the content of this mind.  Remaining rooted in the mental/conceptual and remaining dominated by the limitations of the perceiving faculties of this domain, the clear perception of the subtle superconscious reality immediately beyond this remains almost completely out of sight and for all intents and purposes, non-existent. This tragedy plagues any society that loses sight of the truly spiritual dimensions of the Universe. 

Truly, we die to our body-mind narrative, and awaken in the birth of our superconscious soul. The soul remains alive through the death of the physical body and the body-mind narrative. The physical body needn't die for the soul to awaken, but the body-mind narrative must. This death marks the transition and evolution of the mental, largely conceptually rooted identity, to the subtle superconscious intuitively driven body. The difficulty of this transition comes from the need in this transition to leave the life dominated and delineated by the mind, the mental, behind for a wholly new body, the subtle superconscious soul. Instead of moving to a new neighborhood, the individual must move to a new planet. The fish must evolve to leave the ocean to walk upon the Earth. Or the chick must make its first move to leave the comforts of the nest for the potential dangers of the open sky.  

These changes merely point to the difference between the mental/physical and subtle/spiritual. The actual difference between these two worlds adds up to being far greater than all of these examples combined. The reality of the soul transcends mental or conceptual understanding. It must be grasped through the intuition, through the psychic intuition. Where subtle energies replace the networks of patchwork images formed by incomplete concepts. Where experience and identity comingle with the living energetic field of ones environment. Where all souls lose the mask of persona and stand naked in the face of karma actively and acutely unfolding everywhere. 

Our whole collection of self-concepts hold no water. They stand precariously on the brink of Death. We cling to these masks out of desperation, not of any vital need. They serve us for a time and then the time comes to take them off and discard them. Let them fall to pieces and turn to dust. Let the wind carry away the dust leaving nothing behind. Nothing except the soft light of the superconscious soul. 

Psychic will

 How do I use my will to psychically affect change? -Through the feelings. Through feeling.

-You feel the Universe with your mind and apply your will to change it 

I would like to apply the spiritual principle to all my psychic will power

- Attune your will to the vibration of the Holy Ghost so that you use your willpower in Harmony with God and the Universe. 

What would I like to do with my will psychically?

- Open my life to receive abundance and move into that abundance. 

How do I do this?

-Through your feeling. Feel out into the universe and sense the possibility of manifesting that abundance

-Lean into that feeling until it begins to grow and the possibility feel more and more likely.

- Find opportunities to lean into this feeling and make decisions that are in alignment with these feelings. 

-Make leaning into these feelings and making decisions in alignment with them second nature and a single effort of mind and will... So as you lean you are applying your will consciously to manifest this reality

-Stay away from things that bring you down

-Avoid them at all costs

- Change your habits to support this positive feelings

- Find things to dwell on that uplift your spirit, then apply your will and thought with positive affirmation towards the end you seek to manifest. 

What is positive that I can dwell on right now?

- I am a being of infinite consciousness and infinite intelligence. I can utilize this intelligence right now to manifest whatever I desire. I make this way with God, for He is the Truth and all Righteousness. 

- I am infinite. I am infinity. I recognize the darkness within myself as an opportunity to utilize my will to become a freeer and happier version of myself. Within the darkness is the potential for Light, for resolution, and new creative possibilities. The darkness is my ally, my friend, not my enemy. 

What do I want?

- The ability to trust my feelings. To trust that they will lead me to deeper happiness and lasting security. That they will lead me to material, mental, and spiritual positive development

- To remain in contact with these positive feelings and to have reoccurring and frequent opportunities to act on them to increase the stability of the positivity and it's power to manifest positive change- abundance in my life. 

- To see the world and the many circumstances I find myself in through a positive light in which I am very capable of navigating

- For life to be a lot easier and friendlier. To be able to enjoy it deeply and cultivate a thoroughly friendly relationship with life. 

- To be at peace and ease. To live in a deep and abiding bliss. To love freely and openly. To give love freely and generously. To help people to awaken to their own inner peace and bliss. To love people. To love with everything within me. 

All doors and all ways open before me. The blue sky shines within each of these passageways so that everything is open and accessible. Everywhere I look I find infinite positive potential to succeed and overcome any fears I have. I am infinite. I am boundless. Nothing can contain my spirit. There is only openness before me. Only Peace. Only God. My life is changing. I am not finite. I am infinite. The world will meet me to provide what I need, to bestow infinite abundance upon me. I am infinite now. I possess infinite abundance now. I possess everything right now. The shell that has contained me is cracking, crumbling apart. The infinite within has broken free and now soars high in the blue sky of Heaven. All doors open before me. The blue expanse opens before me. I am forgetting what it feels like to be a limited being for my infinite soul awakens. I can only move forward into this openness. This openness, this infinity is the substance of everything in my awareness. All around me all of the time. Through this Infinity I pass and into it, through it, I travel. I live in this Open Sky. So that I never truly touch the Earth. Earth and Heaven have become One. This extends into the future and the past, purifying and revivifying them so that all things become open and free. So there is no err and no place to err. 

Only the infinite electric sky. 

The One

 Everything we look at contains everything else both within it, and in the way it appears. Each thing is a manifestation of the whole Universe in a unique and particular way. Because of this, we can learn of many different things simply by looking at one thing. 

Each thing is a manifestation of the One so the same nature runs through everything. In dealing with different things we actually deal with the same thing. The difference is entirely superficial, which is probably hard to believe. Not just superficial, but illusory. From the perspective of the One. The same thing is happening everywhere. The same nature and power unfolds evenly throughout the cosmos. It is the cosmos. 

We don't need to become completely free of identifying with limited form to realize this. There is no need to change anything about our experience or self to realize this. It is already our nature, for we are this One. It is all that is, it is independent of conditioned form. No thing ever really became conditioned. Nothing ever lost its infinite nature. The idea of limited conditioned form simply became dominant in particular areas in the Universe, and that infinite nature felt that it was falling into Darkness. This never actually happened. So we don't have to change, because we are irrevocably Infinite. 

Our mind does not have to change because we are not our mind. We are not our self as we know ourselves to be. We will know our true self when we see that who we are and what all things are is of the same nature, and that nature One and infinite. Here, we and all things are Infinity.  

Here we do not have a self as a self is known. It is like being a person  without a face. A mirror has replaced the face and it simply reflects everything that shines on it. Our personhood is empty of substance. 

Greater than Gold

 Weakness is strength, and strength weakness. 

We seek something that will last. Yet no thing anywhere will last. Not one thing the mind clings to is permanent. Chasing ideas is like chasing water as it runs between your fingers and splashes on the bare earth. You can't pull any substance from them. Even health and enlightenment, wisdom, we cannot possess these things. They are gained through the death of that which possesses if at all. Are we drowning in an excess of external pressure, or an excess of inner restlessness? Is disease caused by the world, or by our own mind? 

What we truly need, we already possess. What we cannot find is already in our hand. 

What if what we are looking forward innately belongs to our very self-nature. What if we already possess the solution to our problems? What if they are already solved? What if the root of the problem is not in the world, but in our state of mind? In the way we are looking? What if we are already perfect? Flawless? What if we are already whole? What if things are exactly as they are supposed to be? What if nothing is out of place? 

There's no where we can go, and nothing we can do to fundamentally improve the Universe as a whole. It is already perfectly One, perfectly expressed, perfectly complete. 

A mentality that depends upon conflicting forces fails to see the reciprocity of opposites. An eternal balance exists between the dualistic expressions of nature. No opposing force exceeds its opposite in virtue. The greatest virtue lies in the balance between the two. With clear eyes the common nature of both opposing forces appears. What appeared as opposition now looks more like a dance. When one realizes this they can position themselves to allow this dance to unfold rather than wasting effort in the vain attempt to manipulate something natural. 

Internally, balance can only be achieved when one positions themself in such a way in regard to the natural relationships between the opposing forces within themself. Not one is greater or lesser than the other. Our societies philosophies and our personal inclinations often keep us from this enlightened attitude. 

Balance is not so much achieved as rediscovered. It is more relational than personal. It is how we relate to the Universe, to all things. 

Apart of this enlightened attitude towards what is dualistic is change in the way we use energy and resources. Instead of building a great storehouse only for ourselves that we can consume at will. We instead refrain from collecting energy solely for ourselves and access energy through the relationships we have with the Universe. We acknowledge that the Universe is a place of constant energy exchange or flow and that we are apart or One with this flow. We open ourselves to this vast network of energetic exchanges as we participate in the diversity of life and our particular personal circumstance, using energy from the whole as it flows to and from us. This philosophy proposes that true security lies in Harmony with the greater Universe rather than being a result of outcompeting it or your surrounding neighbors.  It draws from the Infinite collective pool of Life instead of it's own personal reserves and places the importance and interest of this greater body above its own. 

This perspective becomes valid as the individual themself begins to identify more with what is common between themself and the greater Universe than what is different between their self and the Universe. As this identity shifts so does the nature of that individual: from animal to human to Divine. 

It is very easy to react out of fear and to cling to what we know or believe or instinctually feel is appropriate. This does not make it wise to do so. The longer and more difficult road, though the road that brings you back home, is one of deep introspection and study into the nature of things and of one's own being. Regardless of the difficulty, perseverance in the path is what brings results.  Perseverance through both inclement and favorable weather. That does not yield to time or space, yet continues until the goal has been met. 

The Universe is balanced. It is One an Whole. We are a part of this whole. To such an extent that we are It. All the parts of ourself hold the integrity, the quality, of this Whole. To treat any such part as less than that means forgetting who we are and where we came from. Each part is an expression of the whole. It lives in balance with that whole. It lives in balance with the Universe. 

Our very mind is the One. Our thoughts are the One. Our fear and pain and success and happiness are the One. Already One. Already Whole. No thing to do. No one to become. Remain with Thyself and Thou shalt have Peace. 

Where we are, what is, is infinite. What we do, who we see is infinity. We cannot fail because we have found who we are. The Universe, this, is not finite. It is infinite. We don't see the connection between the good and the bad. We don't see that they are One, that everything is One. We live in a world of lack failing to see a world of infinite abundance. It is not merely infinite in quantity, it is infinite in quality in content. Everything is available right now. Everything is open right now. Everything is perfect, flawless right now. We don't believe it, simply because we don't see it. That doesn't mean it isn't there. Not only is it there, it is the only thing there. I am of this infinite nature. I am infinite. In every way, I am infinite. 

This is my life. This is where I live. This is who I am. 

I am One. I am all. I am free. 

I am One. I am all. I am completely free.

I am One. 

I am One.

I am One. 

This Oneness is infinite. It is Infinity. I am Infinity. 

My consciousness in infinite. I am infinite. This world is infinite. There is only infinity. This nature is my self-nature. There is no limit to what I can do. No limit to what I can achieve. I have infinite power. infinite knowledge, infinite potential.  

My mind is infinite. My body is infinite. I am infinite. Everything we experience is infinity. It is all perfect, flawless, One. Infinity of all directions. Infinity of all kinds. 

Infinity means complete openness. Complete freedom. Perfect Love. Perfect safety. Perfect everything.