Psychic will

 How do I use my will to psychically affect change? -Through the feelings. Through feeling.

-You feel the Universe with your mind and apply your will to change it 

I would like to apply the spiritual principle to all my psychic will power

- Attune your will to the vibration of the Holy Ghost so that you use your willpower in Harmony with God and the Universe. 

What would I like to do with my will psychically?

- Open my life to receive abundance and move into that abundance. 

How do I do this?

-Through your feeling. Feel out into the universe and sense the possibility of manifesting that abundance

-Lean into that feeling until it begins to grow and the possibility feel more and more likely.

- Find opportunities to lean into this feeling and make decisions that are in alignment with these feelings. 

-Make leaning into these feelings and making decisions in alignment with them second nature and a single effort of mind and will... So as you lean you are applying your will consciously to manifest this reality

-Stay away from things that bring you down

-Avoid them at all costs

- Change your habits to support this positive feelings

- Find things to dwell on that uplift your spirit, then apply your will and thought with positive affirmation towards the end you seek to manifest. 

What is positive that I can dwell on right now?

- I am a being of infinite consciousness and infinite intelligence. I can utilize this intelligence right now to manifest whatever I desire. I make this way with God, for He is the Truth and all Righteousness. 

- I am infinite. I am infinity. I recognize the darkness within myself as an opportunity to utilize my will to become a freeer and happier version of myself. Within the darkness is the potential for Light, for resolution, and new creative possibilities. The darkness is my ally, my friend, not my enemy. 

What do I want?

- The ability to trust my feelings. To trust that they will lead me to deeper happiness and lasting security. That they will lead me to material, mental, and spiritual positive development

- To remain in contact with these positive feelings and to have reoccurring and frequent opportunities to act on them to increase the stability of the positivity and it's power to manifest positive change- abundance in my life. 

- To see the world and the many circumstances I find myself in through a positive light in which I am very capable of navigating

- For life to be a lot easier and friendlier. To be able to enjoy it deeply and cultivate a thoroughly friendly relationship with life. 

- To be at peace and ease. To live in a deep and abiding bliss. To love freely and openly. To give love freely and generously. To help people to awaken to their own inner peace and bliss. To love people. To love with everything within me. 

All doors and all ways open before me. The blue sky shines within each of these passageways so that everything is open and accessible. Everywhere I look I find infinite positive potential to succeed and overcome any fears I have. I am infinite. I am boundless. Nothing can contain my spirit. There is only openness before me. Only Peace. Only God. My life is changing. I am not finite. I am infinite. The world will meet me to provide what I need, to bestow infinite abundance upon me. I am infinite now. I possess infinite abundance now. I possess everything right now. The shell that has contained me is cracking, crumbling apart. The infinite within has broken free and now soars high in the blue sky of Heaven. All doors open before me. The blue expanse opens before me. I am forgetting what it feels like to be a limited being for my infinite soul awakens. I can only move forward into this openness. This openness, this infinity is the substance of everything in my awareness. All around me all of the time. Through this Infinity I pass and into it, through it, I travel. I live in this Open Sky. So that I never truly touch the Earth. Earth and Heaven have become One. This extends into the future and the past, purifying and revivifying them so that all things become open and free. So there is no err and no place to err. 

Only the infinite electric sky. 

The One

 Everything we look at contains everything else both within it, and in the way it appears. Each thing is a manifestation of the whole Universe in a unique and particular way. Because of this, we can learn of many different things simply by looking at one thing. 

Each thing is a manifestation of the One so the same nature runs through everything. In dealing with different things we actually deal with the same thing. The difference is entirely superficial, which is probably hard to believe. Not just superficial, but illusory. From the perspective of the One. The same thing is happening everywhere. The same nature and power unfolds evenly throughout the cosmos. It is the cosmos. 

We don't need to become completely free of identifying with limited form to realize this. There is no need to change anything about our experience or self to realize this. It is already our nature, for we are this One. It is all that is, it is independent of conditioned form. No thing ever really became conditioned. Nothing ever lost its infinite nature. The idea of limited conditioned form simply became dominant in particular areas in the Universe, and that infinite nature felt that it was falling into Darkness. This never actually happened. So we don't have to change, because we are irrevocably Infinite. 

Our mind does not have to change because we are not our mind. We are not our self as we know ourselves to be. We will know our true self when we see that who we are and what all things are is of the same nature, and that nature One and infinite. Here, we and all things are Infinity.  

Here we do not have a self as a self is known. It is like being a person  without a face. A mirror has replaced the face and it simply reflects everything that shines on it. Our personhood is empty of substance. 

Greater than Gold

 Weakness is strength, and strength weakness. 

We seek something that will last. Yet no thing anywhere will last. Not one thing the mind clings to is permanent. Chasing ideas is like chasing water as it runs between your fingers and splashes on the bare earth. You can't pull any substance from them. Even health and enlightenment, wisdom, we cannot possess these things. They are gained through the death of that which possesses if at all. Are we drowning in an excess of external pressure, or an excess of inner restlessness? Is disease caused by the world, or by our own mind? 

What we truly need, we already possess. What we cannot find is already in our hand. 

What if what we are looking forward innately belongs to our very self-nature. What if we already possess the solution to our problems? What if they are already solved? What if the root of the problem is not in the world, but in our state of mind? In the way we are looking? What if we are already perfect? Flawless? What if we are already whole? What if things are exactly as they are supposed to be? What if nothing is out of place? 

There's no where we can go, and nothing we can do to fundamentally improve the Universe as a whole. It is already perfectly One, perfectly expressed, perfectly complete. 

A mentality that depends upon conflicting forces fails to see the reciprocity of opposites. An eternal balance exists between the dualistic expressions of nature. No opposing force exceeds its opposite in virtue. The greatest virtue lies in the balance between the two. With clear eyes the common nature of both opposing forces appears. What appeared as opposition now looks more like a dance. When one realizes this they can position themselves to allow this dance to unfold rather than wasting effort in the vain attempt to manipulate something natural. 

Internally, balance can only be achieved when one positions themself in such a way in regard to the natural relationships between the opposing forces within themself. Not one is greater or lesser than the other. Our societies philosophies and our personal inclinations often keep us from this enlightened attitude. 

Balance is not so much achieved as rediscovered. It is more relational than personal. It is how we relate to the Universe, to all things. 

Apart of this enlightened attitude towards what is dualistic is change in the way we use energy and resources. Instead of building a great storehouse only for ourselves that we can consume at will. We instead refrain from collecting energy solely for ourselves and access energy through the relationships we have with the Universe. We acknowledge that the Universe is a place of constant energy exchange or flow and that we are apart or One with this flow. We open ourselves to this vast network of energetic exchanges as we participate in the diversity of life and our particular personal circumstance, using energy from the whole as it flows to and from us. This philosophy proposes that true security lies in Harmony with the greater Universe rather than being a result of outcompeting it or your surrounding neighbors.  It draws from the Infinite collective pool of Life instead of it's own personal reserves and places the importance and interest of this greater body above its own. 

This perspective becomes valid as the individual themself begins to identify more with what is common between themself and the greater Universe than what is different between their self and the Universe. As this identity shifts so does the nature of that individual: from animal to human to Divine. 

It is very easy to react out of fear and to cling to what we know or believe or instinctually feel is appropriate. This does not make it wise to do so. The longer and more difficult road, though the road that brings you back home, is one of deep introspection and study into the nature of things and of one's own being. Regardless of the difficulty, perseverance in the path is what brings results.  Perseverance through both inclement and favorable weather. That does not yield to time or space, yet continues until the goal has been met. 

The Universe is balanced. It is One an Whole. We are a part of this whole. To such an extent that we are It. All the parts of ourself hold the integrity, the quality, of this Whole. To treat any such part as less than that means forgetting who we are and where we came from. Each part is an expression of the whole. It lives in balance with that whole. It lives in balance with the Universe. 

Our very mind is the One. Our thoughts are the One. Our fear and pain and success and happiness are the One. Already One. Already Whole. No thing to do. No one to become. Remain with Thyself and Thou shalt have Peace. 

Where we are, what is, is infinite. What we do, who we see is infinity. We cannot fail because we have found who we are. The Universe, this, is not finite. It is infinite. We don't see the connection between the good and the bad. We don't see that they are One, that everything is One. We live in a world of lack failing to see a world of infinite abundance. It is not merely infinite in quantity, it is infinite in quality in content. Everything is available right now. Everything is open right now. Everything is perfect, flawless right now. We don't believe it, simply because we don't see it. That doesn't mean it isn't there. Not only is it there, it is the only thing there. I am of this infinite nature. I am infinite. In every way, I am infinite. 

This is my life. This is where I live. This is who I am. 

I am One. I am all. I am free. 

I am One. I am all. I am completely free.

I am One. 

I am One.

I am One. 

This Oneness is infinite. It is Infinity. I am Infinity. 

My consciousness in infinite. I am infinite. This world is infinite. There is only infinity. This nature is my self-nature. There is no limit to what I can do. No limit to what I can achieve. I have infinite power. infinite knowledge, infinite potential.  

My mind is infinite. My body is infinite. I am infinite. Everything we experience is infinity. It is all perfect, flawless, One. Infinity of all directions. Infinity of all kinds. 

Infinity means complete openness. Complete freedom. Perfect Love. Perfect safety. Perfect everything. 

The Soul part I

 It's strange to see perfection at work in the world. Lost in the confusion of the mind we grasp for patterns among turbulent seas of chaos. The perfect order among the chaos, inseparable from it, eludes our perception completely. The perfect order that creates the re-occurring trouble and small victories. That animates the constant fog of ignorance clouding our awareness. It is not at all by chance that these things happen. A supreme intelligence guides every single movement in the cosmos, with perfect awareness and perfect understanding. It knows exactly what will happen and when because it orchestrates and it is the movement. 

We miss this master at work in the weariness, depression, and hypnosis we suffer as beings partially evolved in Spirit. Our task involves cultivating mental understanding an ever expanding personal feeling as humans in this time. Here we live among the scripts of our own thought and our limited feeling forever boxed in by the insurmountable walls of ignorance engulfing our consciousness. We glimpse the edges of the beyond, yet seldom traverse that space in a waking state. The obligations and demands of present society provide a additional set of walls to buffer our experience and awareness. For those destined not to fit in, this mental and material world provides little amusement and often zero inspiration for the soul. It is inescapably flat and we find ourselves grounded and oppressed by the weight of the psychic shackles pressed upon us from birth. The traditional narratives and those expanding outward from the traditional still do little to feed our luminous souls. The mental will always struggle and fail to adequately provide for the subtle nature of the soul, which subsequently will always feel lost until it is found. There is a world outside of the endless conceptions of the mind. One that begins to provide for the infinite unknown inner space of our being. 

When one awakens to the life of the soul, the soul appears in everything. So much of it remains unseen by most. Employed fully in the demands of personal experience the subtle forces surrounding and shaping life do not exist. All the possibility for anything different does not exist. Karma largely controls experience. Outside of the confines of the narrative mind, the conceptual thinking-feeling self, the severe limitations of this prior existence stand out like bars of a cage. Where once before one found comfort they now find a coffin. How could such a life be sustained? How could I ever come to live like that? 

Even though soul remains hidden, it exists aplenty. Even though we experience what feels like less than it, we still experience it. Even though we feel like less than it, we are it. All of creation unfolds according the the Mastery of God's perfect will. Even thousands and millions of years as slowly evolving sparks of Divine Light inhabiting the material universe. 

Awaken Thy Soul Song

 The conceptual mind cuts reality into so many parts. It looks for deeper understanding of these parts as they relate to each other to find meaning and to walk well, This conceptual mind lacks the ability to see the real fluidity of the world that defies the sword cuts of thinking and the sharp edges of conceptions. If you must cut to see, then you break apart something that cannot be seen as it was once broken. The soul awakens here where thought and feeling become Feeling, becoming the life of the soul. 

As good as dry thought cuts wood, living trees have so much more to say. It cuts until it cuts itself to pieces. Not leaving nothing, for the cutting mind builds as it destroys in an attempt finally to build something that will last. Or outlast it. It attempts to understand the world, the Universe. It builds a connection between the mind and the heart until they unify as the single soul that sees directly without cutting, without probing, simply by looking. It does this, and the feeling heart does this so they can go out further and deeper than ever before. They do this because the separation between them was a facade and they both knew they were something greater. The self here recognized the world it identified and digested to be the reflection of something greater, and that it's journey ended not in what it could find in the world, but what cast the shadow that was the world. Looking within itself, cutting and cutting deeper and deeper until it found and formed the reflection itself. It became the reflection and left the world. To go out beyond. 

The world becomes consumed by the mind and that mind dies. The world most know has less dimension that believed. We miss that the narrative of our mind is not reality, the world, but only a description. We lose ourself in the idea of what we know so that what we know is merely an idea. We feel and experience so much more than we consciously understand, but we cannot fit this into our awareness because we depend on notions to perceive and experience. This is the limitation of the thinking mind. It must undo itself to move further along the path of Enlightenment. 

And it does come to an end. The self we know dies and a germ of God awakens. 

In this vast Sea the crying wind tears open my chest. Beneath the shattered bone and torn flesh lies a soft luminous light. Blood spills out into the wind, rain, and sea. Light spills out into everything. Beyond Death. I am born again...

Baptized in the blood of life and the white Light of God I come yet again to sing my song. 

Light and Darkness

 It's been a while. Like a month since I've posted, though I wrote a few unpublished drafts earlier this month. I was really busy with a work project. Overall I have been doing well. I am finding more balance though I still struggle regularly and I am getting a better hold on my ego. My hair is longer. I have been letting it grow for the first time in a couple years. Also I am moving towards vegetarianism. I tried to go nearly completely vegetarian, but my body still wants a moderate amount of meat. So now I am happy to simply eat healthier, more home cooked meals, significantly less sugar, and nearly entirely sober if not sober. I have been sober for at least a year. I had a beer a month ago. It was kind of nice, but the next day I felt like my connection with others suffered. So I don't think I will be drinking that much if at all. I think when I am healthier, it will have less negative effects and i will be able to be more balanced while drinking. Not that I want to a lot. It's just nice to have a beer with a meal and friends when you go out somewhere. I like the taste a lot. But I need to be really careful because my family has a history of substance abuse and alcoholism. 

I have been working on a new schedule and plan going forward over the last month. Since finishing the last  work job, which I didn't really want to do, I have been working less and less, finding myself slowing down with the seasonal changes and become somewhat worried about this. 

Over the summer I had more energy to push out to some extent and I was pretty consistent with work. I have been working through some significant chaos since last Fall around this time. I still don't have the best grip on my energies and my willpower. But I have moved in the right direction in a lot of ways. My partnership with my long term girlfriend is a lot more solid after some difficult spots and is moving in a spiritualizing direction, which was long needed. I have been eating better and gaining a better understanding of what my body needs. I have been meditating a lot more. I feel more mature and steadier even if still somewhat unsteady. Rome wasn't built in a day and neither will be the Kingdom of my life's lasting Harmony. 

I'm realizing more clearly that I can't rush through things to get to Peace, Balance, and Security. You have to deal with the cards you have been dealt, with the way you are and the way the world is. Trying to rush through things, is half avoidance, so half-foolishness and folly. It's very difficult to slow down in an accelerating world. Accelerating in a great part towards increased distraction and insanity. This is the great distraction, to get caught up in this hysteria and forget to listen to our inner being. To forget there are other ways of living and being. 

We can only work with what we have, so the best way to proceed is with as much care and consideration as we can muster. I think above all it is best to remain open to the Spirit, to God, to His guidance and It's blessing. If possible, to restrain ourselves from excess, to concentrate upon the purifying and uplifting power of God as to improve or perfect the ways we behave. There is a limit to our personal ignorance that is erased by our increasing ability to walk upright. There is a way out of suffering, of the chaos of our inner energies and the outer world: the shining star of Spirit located within our own consciousness. 

For those of you who struggle deeply, who suffer immensely, know that there is a way out. Know that God has never left you for a single moment, instead has shared and continues to share in all that you go through and is ever available for comfort and consultation. Freedom exists within your own mind and your own feeling, not outside of yourself, not in any idea, person, or thing. Rather it is the inner Kingdom within your consciousness, within the very heart of your egoic identity, awakened by the superconscious energies of the soul, available to you in this moment. This ground of being extends infinitely in all directions, is ever present and all-knowing. It is your very inmost Self and Being. We possess this power now fully. 

Through God-contact and understanding of the Spiritual Principle and its relationship with material-mortal-egoic consciousness, and with a clear and compelling understanding of the favorability of God-consciousness and the complete unsatisfactory nature of mortal-egoic consciousness, a sentient being or soul may retrace their steps to the inner Kingdom of Spiritual Light, the Fountain and Godhead of Transcendent Immortal Being-Bliss that is and remains Ever-Present and Eternal. 

This hardship is an opportunity to awaken. It illuminates the incredible folly of selfish pride and ignorance born of excess self-indulgence. It clearly establishes that the folly of a people may topple the foundations of their society and the same of others. It clearly identifies the solution as the careful planning and attention born of they who recognize the Spiritual Principle as the root of all personal, social, and material security.  When things go well as they have for many in this country for several generations, it is easy to lose yourself in comforts. It is easy to forget that security is born through vigilance and that actions in the present beget the consequences of the future. Hiding in ourselves, we forget about the struggles of others and of our responsibility to them. We forget about our responsibility to ourself, to be more than an intelligent animal, to be a human soul living with Dignity and seeking our Eternal Home in the Divine. For we are not content here among our comforts, we are increasingly sickened by them, plagued by them. They boil our blood and gouge out our senses. They feed on our life force and destroy our relationships. They will be taken away and we will be left with nothing. For we have not prepared ourselves for what is to come.  

As we move forward into the coming manifestation of Darkness, know that the individual connection with Spirit is paramount. The only solution will come from collecting ourselves in the shared allegiance to this Spiritual Light in communities of Light and Liberty. The more we can do this now, the better we will fare, the less suffering we will all collectively endure. 

In this great Death we all face, is a great opportunity to change ourselves and our communities for the better. Many of us will succeed in utilizing this transformative power, many will not. We will rise from the ashes of widespread destruction and we will rebuild a greater civilization than we have ever known in current memory. We will continue upward and upward over thousand of years in this current ascending arc of mankind.

All the parts of our life fit together

 The outer pieces of our lives are symbolic of inner movements. They are the superficial aspects of dimensions of our inner being. We become attached to outer arrangements, when it is the inner experience that matters. If we look at our lives with our spiritual eye instead of our eye of ego or delusion, we begin to see how each aspect of our life represents part of our soul, where our soul is trying to bring itself together. Each different aspect and each different piece fit together to form a whole that is the sum total of what is meaningful to us. It is the solution of all of what we call life. 

I believe we each have a specific life path to follow and although this can be very meaningful to us, the specificities are superficial. What is most meaningful is what happens to us when we consciously follow that path. Our soul, apparently split apart and divided, becomes One again. I think the best way we can allow this to happen is to see through the surface image and recognize the core structures as they are unfolding. We allow ourselves to be immersed in the image of our human experience, but we let go of attachment to the reality it presents, recognizing the inner awakening that is of principal importance and principal reality. That I believe is the sole reality. Ultimately there is only Spirit dreaming itself being embodied as a human being or soul, which ends up being simply Spirit. As wonderful as the dream may be, it is ultimately, truly, immaterial. 

We discover this and practice it. On the other hand, within samsara, the dream, we practice mindfulness and skillfulness in being a human. To awaken to the deepest spiritual truths, we must master our own nature as a human being. This is the outer expression of spiritual awakening, the surface. Somehow each of our lives is an expression of Spirit and in practicing mindfulness and right action, we contemplate and meditate upon the deepest truths. I think everything we see and experience must be wholly that perfect truth of Spirit. 

Each aspect of our life is equal to the next for the difference between any aspects only exists in our mind. Every aspect must in fact be the same, One. When we treat things differently we are indiscriminate in our judgement. We are deluded in our perception. Neither should we favor nor disfavor anything we encounter, for all parts are truly the same. It is our mind that tells us otherwise. There is one thing happening and One experience. 

Through the practice of Yoga, of yoking all the parts of ourself together, we unlock our inner potential and its reality through the complete mastery of our self and our activity in manifestation. We cannot simply renounce the world and activity outwardly, we must master action and outer activity. We must learn to fully apply ourselves to our reality, to our self and the activity that falls under our responsibility. The combination of action and meditation and contemplation brings about the full fulfillment of human consciousness. We must fully apply the truth in all its mundane and material and personal applications. This is the only way to fully access Truth.