Update

 I feel  drained by all the activity I am doing even though I am doing good work. I wish it were easier to be. It seems like nothing is important save being who I am. I have so many feelings about how things are and myself. It is easy to get lost in sentiment, especially hurt sentiment. Who I am as an individual, or how I am, doesn't seem to be important. That I am simply the Light of God seems all important. My personal sentiment distracts me from the Radiant God presence Here and Now. It is not about myself, but about who Thou Art. For Thou art the Lord. Only here is my identity important or I am One with Thee here in this space. So many things lead us from what is important, what is real. The truth of this Reality never alters. The demand of any distraction is not as powerful as it suggests. Our primary concern is always the living body of light everpresent in form. It is not our concern. But what is. What occurs is not important, what is occurring is important. When God is seen, the world is undone. For it ceases to be what it was. What is here is God, and God alone.