Ch-changes

 So much movement here. Ha. Haha. Wow, I wish I could describe this. How it has developed over the years. I can't believe this is who I am and who I have become. It's incredible. The whole world is changing. The whole world is changing. And I standing here in the middle of it all. Changing too. Cry me a river for the change in my soul. So much change. So much more. I am so full of life. I am so alive. So light, I am so full of everything I need. It is all here now. Waiting for me, to reach out to it. Everything is here. Right here. The whole world is being born here. It is full of everything we need. It is set down on the path on the way. It is already here. Dwelling within us. If we open our heart to it, we will receive it. All the love, everything we need. Love is the answer to everything. It is about opening our heart to the truth of this moment. The truth of what is here right now. We don't need anything to do this that we don't already possess. It seems to be our choice whether or not we open our hearts to the truth and embrace what is. We really can't do anything else. Resistance is futile. Open our hearts to what is. It isn't anywhere else. It is where we are. We don't need anything to do this. This doesn't depend on anything. It doesn't require force or strength. The love is right here. Power strength ability everything is right here. Within us. When we try and force the universe against itself we cannot succeed, we fail to see that in doing this we are really fighting against ourself. If we let go of this clinging, this perversion, we can embrace everything we need right now. We don't have to fight against the universe. We can go with it. This is what we truly want, beneath and within all other desires we have. We can reach out with love and truth when we let go of selfishness. This depends on the orientation and circumstance of this moment, not on any particular thing or any particular circumstance, but on how things are now and what our relationship to them, this moment is now. How do we relate to this moment? How are we relating to this moment right now? This decides how we are, not what we do or what we achieve, but how we are relating to this moment internally. This creates the universe. There is always infinite power, infinite strength right here right now. When we cling to what we have, we prevent ourselves from reaching this and dwelling in it. Infinite power and infinite strength are the underlying states of the universe beneath the relative appearance of lack. When we cling we dwell in relative lack. When we let go of clinging we awaken to the infinite power that is the underlying and actual nature of everything. We cling out of desperation, out of experiencing a lack. If everything is infinite, then why do we need to cling to anything? What do we have to gain if we are already infinite in every way? Clinging comes from believing we are not infinite, that we are not full. When we see that we are full, we do not need to cling. It cannot bring us anything. I think clinging comes from not having faith in the truth. Which I believe is the natural abundance of the universe. When we cling we cannot see this because we have chosen not to listen to this truth, we have given in to fear that we will perish if we do not use force to obtain what we want. A force that does violence against the universe and its many forms. We do not need to behave so because the heart of the universe is infinity. Who we are is transcendent of our mortality. Our mortality is not who we really are. We are infinite and boundless. Our mortality is an illusion. It is simply not real. Not how things are. We are not separate beings. There are no separate things. There is only one infinite being that is the whole universe. Everything else is false. Who we are is not our conditioned being, our conditioned reality. This is the death that we can experience in this life, the death of our conditioned being into our infinite nature which is already and always the nature of the present. We do not need to cling to this because this is how things are. I am infinite, you are infinite, there is one infinity, this is all that is real. This is what this is right now. Infinity. It does not depend on anything. Anything of this world, nothing in this world is real. Nothing in this world affects infinity. Clinging is faith in illusion. Truth is faith in the non-duality of the universe in which we realize that we do not depend on anything. The non-duality of the universe stands on its own. When we feel that we don't have enough it is because we are not looking at what is real. We are immersed in a fantasy that we are all these things that are not real. I don't think anything that we sense is real. I don't think anything in this world is real. We aren't anything that is here. We don't depend on anything that is here. What we are is independent of anything that is here. What we are is unaffected by anything that is here. We believe in these things and there power to affect us, we believe we are among them. I do not think we are. I think what we are under their power, I think our power is altogether different. I think our power is independent of everything and every power and when we give into our fears we lose ourself in the experience that we depend on other things, the illusion and fantasy. I think having faith is turning towards who we are that is beyond all of these things, the truth that doesn't depend on any of these things, that our well being is not dependent on any of these things. That anything in this world isn't dependent on anything in this world. That everything in this world is dependent on that which is totally beyond it. That all power, all ability, all things are dependent on that which is not of this world. When we give into our fears and our sense impressions we lose ourselves in this fantasy, this darkness of the mind. When we turn towards the truth that it is a power beyond this world that everything in this world including our own power depends upon, we gain security and fulfillment in this world. I think this is the difficult truth to learn in life. To overcome the truths told to us by our senses and our society and realize that we depend on a higher truth, a higher power. Making efforts to live by this unseen wisdom. I think the deeper we realize it, the clearer it becomes that it is real and everything else is false. It stands out as the one truth. One Truth. One Body. One Way. Everything else will fall away and reveal what it truly is. It will stand alone as it has for eternity. It is the only truth and the only way. This is it. There is One God, there is One Power, there is One Authority. This is the heart of the Universe, that is the heart of this moment. It dwells here among us always.