I may have leveled up.

 I may be done with my processing stint. Code blue might be Active orange. I think this may be the case. I was not expecting this for several years. I am not sure exactly what happened. Instead of processing data, I feel like I am activating energy, activating potential. The image is already complete, or just complete. Now it is more important to activate the energies here, to actualize the data. To fully embody the knowledge gained. It's weird because I didn't realize that the image was already completed. It's almost like I was tenuously approaching something I was uncertain of, and once I was comfortable enough with it, I could just walk up and use it. It seems like it was more a question of lack of self-certainty, and lack of familiarity with the controls, rather than a lack of of data. I am not sure. I thought I had to perfect myself here at Blue, I don't I just have to have the ability to effectively gain control of this system, once I can, I can move forward, and take care of things as they come. I was using established rules because I could count on them in an uncertain environment. Now that I know how things work, I can manipulate the controls in a much more efficient manner. This isn't a relapse into selfish red, it is an expansion of self into a place where I set the tone by taking charge of the directives in my life. Choosing what best serves me rather than prescribing to a particular direction established by others. Thirst remains unsatisfactory, and impulsiveness is still dangerous and unwise. I feel like I have fallen into a ring closer to my center of being, yet also more expansive. The sparkling blue and variety of forms of Blue is replaced by a clearer black and orange lens. My energy feels more localized in my body rather than in my thoughts, I think it is still centered in the manipura chakra, the focus of this stage appears to be actualizing the potential of the life force, prana, and guiding it higher up the spine. It seems to be focused more on the objective movement of the prana within the body, rather than on understanding the astral universe which is full of prana. I seems like the whole point of studying the nature of the astral universe and the variety of forms there, was to discover the essence of prana, which I am guessing is the essence of mind and thought and form. Or at least the activating principle of the centers which drive these. It seems that prana is the key that unlocks the potential of the human being. Prana is the force which drives everything in the universe it seems. It seems like prana is the awakening life force that drives form to evolve and reach upwards towards Spirit. It also seems like Blue is a step to objectively discover prana. I think the heart of the astral universe may be a sun that is pure prana, this is interesting...I am not sure exactly what this is...but I think I found it..............I thought this was Christ, I am not sure if it is...It feels lower, but I don't know..I can't tell if I am low or I am high. I think it is Christ. His heart is so open. Christ truly is the Lord. He is evenness. Both High and Low at the same time, He is the space between, He fills all things. He is the Lord of the Universe. I think you have to discover Christ as I have in order to fully awaken your Being, because Christ is the only one capable of managing everything correctly. You must be a Master to fully take control of it. If you attempt to do so without Mastery, it's power will corrupt you and you will become lost. The path to this Mastery is through selflessness, because egotism is blind. Christ is One, the One.