Thoughts of the day # 4

Living in the here and now. Whatever this means. So many thoughts running through my head, like streams of wind blowing through the trees. Except its word wind blowing through my mind. So many feeling too erupting in my consciousness. In my body. Bringing me consciousness. Bringing me deeper awareness. More intricate plays of color and light, feeling ricocheting in my being. In my awareness. Like ping pong balls. Morphing ping pong balls. Is their a place beyond what I feel now?
Am I blind? I feel like my eyes are barely open to witnessing the entirety of what is happening around me. It's really an incredible dance. Lol. So amazing. To witness it and simultaneously be apart of it. What we call ourselves and how we see the world. Lights bouncing around in our awareness. Coloring our experience like fireworks. We call it our own, they seem more like visitors now. Coming and going as they like. Here for awhile then off again. They always bring something different and new. It is this novelty that is so refreshing and stimulating. I think it is what we often miss. We are fixated on certain ideas and ways of doing things, we miss the novelty arriving in us this moment. The sheer novelty of the entirety of our experience. Totally brand new. How exciting. We are this dance. Even in our dullness we are alive. Our dullness is as rich as butter. Exquisite dullness. The whole universe is teeming with life. Everywhere rich. Exuberant. Alive. Everywhere richness and abundance. We don't see this, yet we are this. We are overflowing with life. Everything, everywhere. Incredible. Everything is rich. Everywhere is full. Overflowing.

We are the source of life.  Every word is the source of life. Wow. We live in the imagination of a lack. Within us is the imagination of abundance. Within us we are infinitely rich. Life is infinitely abundant. It seems like seeing this would make life abundant on Earth. I think it's all perspective. Life is always abundant on Earth. But, some of it is dying because of the way we imagine things. The way we feel about ourselves, about the world. I think if we could see the infinite abundance within ourselves, we would stop destroying the world, and the world would become more abundant. Life would multiply. Think about the beauty of the natural world. Dolphins and forests. All of the animals and plants and trees. This is the abundance of life. We are apart of this. Our spirit is one with this. How we see the world affects the spirit of the world. In our blindness we kill the spirit of the world. We kill the life of the world. In our clarity we allow the flow of life to spring forth wherever we set our eyes. We become kindred spirits of the Earth. We become divine gardeners. The richness and the spirit of life flows through us always. In our blindness and negativity, and in our sight and our joy. It is a creative spirit. It creates through us. It creates the cosmos through us. It is good. Even when we live in shadow and darkness. I think all life is good. Even the hate. I think all life is rich and free and careful. It is all sweet even in it's bitterness.

Peace!