Had some really cool writing today. Sometimes the flow is just like candy. The sky opens up to Merlin and he studies the geometry of the heavens. Especially when I get to sit on the dock in the sun. It's like time has stopped and I'm doing exactly what I am here to be doing and I am completely immersed in the experience of inspired writing. Man, I didn't know life could feel so good. How I long to know more. It is just nice to have a really good tool for looking at how things are after spending so much time in uncertainty and unknowing. We may not be able to figure everything out, but we can sure figure a lot out in a really intelligent way
I am slowly regaining the magical consciousness I attained over last summer, fall, and winter. It has been a trip these last four months and it still is now. I sort of lost control of my life and have been going on auto pilot for a while. Over the last few days, what I think is the beginning of control is waving into my life with such beauty and sublime majesty. Ha. Wizard lol. Awakening is such a deep and thorough process. So intimate. Seeing others as yourself, or as your neighbor as Jesus would put it. Through deep dharma turning towards loving and intimate relationships with friends and others. And just the power that makes this so and overcomes many obstacles. Life just keeps on giving to those who open themselves to it. You may be far away from what you see as good or great, but life will cross that distance with you, one step at a time.
